Wednesday, August 6, 2008

this is not adieu just a short au revoir


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i will no longer hold on to this subterfuge
believing this act is no longer for use
i am hurt and to punish is not the cure
to sanction the present is for the future


not because of a man nor his just reason
that led me into this nutty, stupid decision
to leave this mundane is a reciprocative deed
of my brain and logic and heart that is in grieve


this is such a disgraceful act i know
shutting a piece of me will only show
that i am weak, surrendered and craven
ehenna, avernus, and egressing heaven


this is not adieu just a short au revoir in due
and will return when my soul tells the cue
when will i comeback? that is still weak unclear
maybe if i found the strength and forgot my fear


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39 comments:

lethalverses said...

oh my gulay...

di ko alam kung ako'y sadyang tanga,
o ipinanganak na mababaw lang talaga...
unawa ko sana'y mali sa lathalang ito,
ito ba'y paramdam ng pag-alis sa blogosperyo?

The Gasoline Dude™ said...

OO NGA! BAKEEETTT???

'Subterfuge'? *Nosebleed*

*LOLZ*

GODDESS said...

i'd like to think that we have gone beyond just being blogger-friends. the things we've shared with each other, no matter how ambiguous, means so much to me. The things we've discovered about one another, things that are considered surreal and a great concourse of phantasmagoric shadows, would rival every grotesque events that has happened in my life.

all these has made me respect you. respect your decisions and help you make it a little more bearable.

you know i'm here. ang madaldal mong kaibigan!

“From the smallest necessity to the highest religious abstraction, from the wheel to the skyscraper, everything we are and everything we have comes from one attribute of man -- the function of his reasoning mind.”

Anonymous said...

hmm... Whatever reason made you decide to do this... WoW its big...

lets see.. *wink*

Anonymous said...

You have such a nice voice though too prolix for me. Or is it that i missed out on so many things?

pb said...

ako'y may alaga, asong madami.
potah ang dami mahirap pakainin.

takte ka ate. ang galing. bow bow.
potah... naiintindihan ko mga sinasabi mo kaso kung ako gagamit ng mga ganyang salita di ko alam kung papano. haha.

Anonymous said...

Ate Why?? what's wrong with you? tara daanin nalang natin ito sa maboteng usapan..

Anonymous said...

ning, i maybe a lurker of ur blog pero alam ko kung bakit ka nagkakaganyan ngayon. sabi ko sau SMILE.

SMILE THOUGH YOUR HEART IS EYYKENGGG!! - Charlie Green ;)

chroneicon said...

epistaxis...

Anonymous said...

yeta... wala tuloy ako mahanap ng lyrics ng Lasersquadron Maskman... huhuhu...

prinsesa000 said...

nawala ang blog??? bakeeet???
huhuhuhu =(

ayzprincess said...

isa lang ang masasabe ko.. kahit huli na..

time space warp.. NGAUN DIN!!

oi napasmile sya :D

dito lang ako.. pakalat kalat :P

Axel said...

Sakit sa bangs yung mga words... Hehehe... Hindi ko na gets lahat...

Pero whatever pa ang reason, I know you can get over it and have a strong comeback...

Anonymous said...

kaka-nosebleed naman to ning...

at dahil maraming nagtatanong kung bat ganito post mo, makikitanong na rin ako. bat magha-hiatus ka? wat's the prob?

Lyzius said...

puchaks mare pwede bang me interpreter? me mga engot ka rin namang readers..please???

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Anonymous said...

nice one! ;)

Anonymous said...

at kakanosebleed ito..hehe

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